So I hung out with my friend last night, and this particular friend happens to be the girl I am absolutely head over heals crazy for. Problem is, she has a boyfriend of 4 years, yet she and I have always had this special little "connection."
So what happens? Well we hang out for a while, and I bring her back to the mall to her car around midnight. I give her a hug good night, and a little peck on the forehead to show her I care, but still respect that she has a boyfriend. The girl then kisses me. My God... I could not have asked for anything better. Here I am kissing this girl I have longed for for so very long... heavenly.
Naturally this blows up in my face, cuz once we're done she says "I'm sorry I just had to." So me, still kinda in shock, ask the question of "Did you feel anything?" Her reply has been haunting me all day: "Yes and that's the worst part." I really don't quite know what to do, cuz I would do absolutely anythin for this chick, and she knows it, but the ball's entirely in her court. She has a lot she has to think about, and I'm just gonna wait her out, and hope for the best for myself...
Sorry the venting post, but I need to get it out before I go far more insane than I already am.
So what happens? Well we hang out for a while, and I bring her back to the mall to her car around midnight. I give her a hug good night, and a little peck on the forehead to show her I care, but still respect that she has a boyfriend. The girl then kisses me. My God... I could not have asked for anything better. Here I am kissing this girl I have longed for for so very long... heavenly.
Naturally this blows up in my face, cuz once we're done she says "I'm sorry I just had to." So me, still kinda in shock, ask the question of "Did you feel anything?" Her reply has been haunting me all day: "Yes and that's the worst part." I really don't quite know what to do, cuz I would do absolutely anythin for this chick, and she knows it, but the ball's entirely in her court. She has a lot she has to think about, and I'm just gonna wait her out, and hope for the best for myself...
Sorry the venting post, but I need to get it out before I go far more insane than I already am.
