Maria is back from vacation. We talked for.. over two hours, until her asshole boss gave me the glare, and eyed me to get out.
I'm not going to post all the personal details of what she told me about.. "The Guy", because that isn't the point of this. Suffice to say.. she has a situation with.. this other guy.. who abuses her emotionally, and she herself cant understand why she wont leave him, even though they don't live together.
I don't remember exactly how the subject came up.. but.. we were talking.. and I said something like "Maria, there's something I haven't told you about myself". She immediately guessed "You have a fetish". I.. nodded my head.. She said.. "The feet". I sheepishly nodded again, expecting her to tell me,.. we could never be serious.. because she thinks I'm crazy.. To my surprise.. she was supportive. She said "If we were serious.. feet is no big deal. I wouldn't mind if you wanted to kiss my feet. Its the same thing as kissing any other body part". She then said "I have really ugly feet". I said something like "Let me be the judge of that".
Considering.. her.. Thank God.. calm reaction that I have a foot fetish, I didn't feel it the time to tell her "I like to tickle feet, and are you ticklish,.. yada"., This girl has trust issues, and I'm working really hard to get her to trust me, finally dump her abusive.. whatever the hell he is, and be with me. If we get serious, I will either give her a playful tickle.. or gently tell her about the tickle fetish.. just as I did the foot fetish.
She also knows I belong to.. a "Foot Fetish Chatroom". (Which I do, Wu's Foot Forum, as I've posted on here before".) I didn't tell her about the tickling and TMF yet, but if it gets to that point, I will.
My fear is this.. that its all going to be for naught. She tells me how she has to leave Queens, and go work in the restaurant her company has in Brooklyn. While that's no big deal to travel there, if we weren't "established" yet... I don't know if she would take the safe road. and stay with her Jerkoff "Friend".. or finally be with me.
I really like this girl. She;s an amazing person. She keeps trying to deflect me by saying she's not ready. and doesn't want to hurt me. The bottom line is.. she wants to be with me.. but cant let herself go., I told her. "I'm not going to be single forever.. don't wait until I'm ready to look for someone else., and then it might be too late".
This is very much a "Wait and see" situation.
I'm not going to post all the personal details of what she told me about.. "The Guy", because that isn't the point of this. Suffice to say.. she has a situation with.. this other guy.. who abuses her emotionally, and she herself cant understand why she wont leave him, even though they don't live together.
I don't remember exactly how the subject came up.. but.. we were talking.. and I said something like "Maria, there's something I haven't told you about myself". She immediately guessed "You have a fetish". I.. nodded my head.. She said.. "The feet". I sheepishly nodded again, expecting her to tell me,.. we could never be serious.. because she thinks I'm crazy.. To my surprise.. she was supportive. She said "If we were serious.. feet is no big deal. I wouldn't mind if you wanted to kiss my feet. Its the same thing as kissing any other body part". She then said "I have really ugly feet". I said something like "Let me be the judge of that".
Considering.. her.. Thank God.. calm reaction that I have a foot fetish, I didn't feel it the time to tell her "I like to tickle feet, and are you ticklish,.. yada"., This girl has trust issues, and I'm working really hard to get her to trust me, finally dump her abusive.. whatever the hell he is, and be with me. If we get serious, I will either give her a playful tickle.. or gently tell her about the tickle fetish.. just as I did the foot fetish.
She also knows I belong to.. a "Foot Fetish Chatroom". (Which I do, Wu's Foot Forum, as I've posted on here before".) I didn't tell her about the tickling and TMF yet, but if it gets to that point, I will.
My fear is this.. that its all going to be for naught. She tells me how she has to leave Queens, and go work in the restaurant her company has in Brooklyn. While that's no big deal to travel there, if we weren't "established" yet... I don't know if she would take the safe road. and stay with her Jerkoff "Friend".. or finally be with me.
I really like this girl. She;s an amazing person. She keeps trying to deflect me by saying she's not ready. and doesn't want to hurt me. The bottom line is.. she wants to be with me.. but cant let herself go., I told her. "I'm not going to be single forever.. don't wait until I'm ready to look for someone else., and then it might be too late".
This is very much a "Wait and see" situation.
