I had,, the worst meeting with my father today.
Bottom line, the man came there to attack me, and he told me that he was glad Aflac failed too.
He came to the meeting in full attack mode.
He told me that his "only regret " in my life, was not throwing my mom in the street
And..
"That if it hadnt been for me, he would have thrown my mom in the street"
FOUR YEARS, after the woman suffered and died.
He justified the lawyer who caused the whole situation with Aflac to fail.
He justified his wife wishing me to lose Aflac, before it even got started, and his brother for wishing me to be on SSD for the rest of my life.
He then told me that "I have to put Aflac in the past, insurance isnt the right career for me, and I should be "stocking shelves in a store".
He told me "How much anger I have", because I;m enraged at those like his brother and his wife, who wished my hopes and dreams to fail".
Bottom line.
This man is an abusive boss, and not a father, in any sense of a manner, shape or form.
His latest mandate, for whatever the reason, is that he claims he wants me to do "volunteer work" for the summer, for whatever reason, and I should look for a job in the fall.
He threw everything he ever did/does for me in my face.
Bottom line.
I think he's thrilled that I lost Aflac, because,. my losing Aflac means that I'm dependent on him, and he can do anything he wants to me.
A close friend, had tried to get me a job, but was unable to when he saw my weak resume,. My father proceeded to rip that close friend.
My father can.. spout how he would have thrown my mom in the street, rip my close friend, but I';m not allowed to rip his wife or his brother who wished me evil.
He clearly stated that he wants me in a low level job or on SSD for the rest of my life.
Supposedly, I have the rest of the year in this apartment, that it was his instinct for him not to renew the lease, and move me to a lesser, dangerous place or out of the NYC area, but he did so because I begged him to,.
I'm going to have to take strides to see the Drs for my seizures, do the volunteer work, he claims he wants me to do, and to see him as little as possible.
I'm sure that even if I do that, he will find something else to abuse me for.
Abusers dont need a reason, as everyone knows.
For those who think
"Oh, you want to live off him".
If that was true, I wouldnt have killed myself to pass a professional licensing exam, or gone on interviews for thousands of jobs.
In the past, I might have written him a nasty letter-email to go at it with him for his unjustified attack.
Now, I realize its pointless. I just have to see and talk to him as little as possible.
Bottom line, the man came there to attack me, and he told me that he was glad Aflac failed too.
He came to the meeting in full attack mode.
He told me that his "only regret " in my life, was not throwing my mom in the street
And..
"That if it hadnt been for me, he would have thrown my mom in the street"
FOUR YEARS, after the woman suffered and died.
He justified the lawyer who caused the whole situation with Aflac to fail.
He justified his wife wishing me to lose Aflac, before it even got started, and his brother for wishing me to be on SSD for the rest of my life.
He then told me that "I have to put Aflac in the past, insurance isnt the right career for me, and I should be "stocking shelves in a store".
He told me "How much anger I have", because I;m enraged at those like his brother and his wife, who wished my hopes and dreams to fail".
Bottom line.
This man is an abusive boss, and not a father, in any sense of a manner, shape or form.
His latest mandate, for whatever the reason, is that he claims he wants me to do "volunteer work" for the summer, for whatever reason, and I should look for a job in the fall.
He threw everything he ever did/does for me in my face.
Bottom line.
I think he's thrilled that I lost Aflac, because,. my losing Aflac means that I'm dependent on him, and he can do anything he wants to me.
A close friend, had tried to get me a job, but was unable to when he saw my weak resume,. My father proceeded to rip that close friend.
My father can.. spout how he would have thrown my mom in the street, rip my close friend, but I';m not allowed to rip his wife or his brother who wished me evil.
He clearly stated that he wants me in a low level job or on SSD for the rest of my life.
Supposedly, I have the rest of the year in this apartment, that it was his instinct for him not to renew the lease, and move me to a lesser, dangerous place or out of the NYC area, but he did so because I begged him to,.
I'm going to have to take strides to see the Drs for my seizures, do the volunteer work, he claims he wants me to do, and to see him as little as possible.
I'm sure that even if I do that, he will find something else to abuse me for.
Abusers dont need a reason, as everyone knows.
For those who think
"Oh, you want to live off him".
If that was true, I wouldnt have killed myself to pass a professional licensing exam, or gone on interviews for thousands of jobs.
In the past, I might have written him a nasty letter-email to go at it with him for his unjustified attack.
Now, I realize its pointless. I just have to see and talk to him as little as possible.
