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So seriously how can I describe what I'm feeling right now?
I mean how can you go from just chatting casually on-line to having sushi with someone in a matter of days? I didn't think it was possible .. but turns out I was wrong. I know this might sound crazy, but I don't care! That's the beauty of it ... what I'm feeling is so real and the connection was so deep. Absolutely amazinggg!
I mean... you guys know me and seriously HOW many times have I written in my blog about how I'll never find anyone and I'm so lonely .. wah wah wahh. All the advice given to me ... I really took it to heart. I am still young and I still have a lot to learn. That is all the truth. So I stopped. I stopped looking so hard for what I've wanted for so long ... and it just came right up to me. I couldn't have asked for anything better. I mean I am so lucky. I could not have asked, prayed, begged, cried, pleaded for a better situation then where I am right now...
Just a week and 4 days ago I met Ryan [@ Rook's Media 😛] and we had sushi. It was so random how it all happened... we didn't even really plan this. Just he had a free moment, asked if I wanted some sushi, and 4 hours later I'm hanging out with someone who just made me feel so instantly comfortable and happy. It was almost unreal... like I had to pinch myself just to make sure this wasn't all a dream. I could go on for hours about how awesome my time with Ryan was .. I really could. And I know I sound crazy... but if anything now more than ever I believe that you can make that instant connection with someone and if you pursue it and just let what is supposed to happen ..happen then you'll find you can't wipe a smile off your face. It's incredible. 🙂
A few days later Ryan and I decided to see each other again and I mean the rest is history. I had so much hookah I think my lungs are dead and the employees at ShiSha are probably wondering where we are tonight, I got to hold hands and walk around a beautiful park, I got my first kiss in the rain, and most importantly I met someone who makes me feel so happy and I can't even put into exact words how great this feeling is for me. But ... I'm happy. I'm so so happy. I'm not so happy that he lives so dang far away... but it's worth it all. Every hour. I know it. 😀
And I know Ryan is going to read this ... so all I have to say to that is ... how is your gas babe? You all better?
So seriously how can I describe what I'm feeling right now?
I mean how can you go from just chatting casually on-line to having sushi with someone in a matter of days? I didn't think it was possible .. but turns out I was wrong. I know this might sound crazy, but I don't care! That's the beauty of it ... what I'm feeling is so real and the connection was so deep. Absolutely amazinggg!
I mean... you guys know me and seriously HOW many times have I written in my blog about how I'll never find anyone and I'm so lonely .. wah wah wahh. All the advice given to me ... I really took it to heart. I am still young and I still have a lot to learn. That is all the truth. So I stopped. I stopped looking so hard for what I've wanted for so long ... and it just came right up to me. I couldn't have asked for anything better. I mean I am so lucky. I could not have asked, prayed, begged, cried, pleaded for a better situation then where I am right now...
Just a week and 4 days ago I met Ryan [@ Rook's Media 😛] and we had sushi. It was so random how it all happened... we didn't even really plan this. Just he had a free moment, asked if I wanted some sushi, and 4 hours later I'm hanging out with someone who just made me feel so instantly comfortable and happy. It was almost unreal... like I had to pinch myself just to make sure this wasn't all a dream. I could go on for hours about how awesome my time with Ryan was .. I really could. And I know I sound crazy... but if anything now more than ever I believe that you can make that instant connection with someone and if you pursue it and just let what is supposed to happen ..happen then you'll find you can't wipe a smile off your face. It's incredible. 🙂
A few days later Ryan and I decided to see each other again and I mean the rest is history. I had so much hookah I think my lungs are dead and the employees at ShiSha are probably wondering where we are tonight, I got to hold hands and walk around a beautiful park, I got my first kiss in the rain, and most importantly I met someone who makes me feel so happy and I can't even put into exact words how great this feeling is for me. But ... I'm happy. I'm so so happy. I'm not so happy that he lives so dang far away... but it's worth it all. Every hour. I know it. 😀
And I know Ryan is going to read this ... so all I have to say to that is ... how is your gas babe? You all better?
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
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