[[ Wind me up Wednesday ]]

I didn't blog yesterday and I'm a little bummed about that. But I ended up getting offline earlier then usual yesterday because I was suffering with a small anxiety attack.

It had started early in the evening when I left the house to get a pedicure. I felt this weird mix of an adrenaline rush mixed with this over-whelming feeling of being tired. I called Jay when it started getting bad, as I was sitting in a pedicure chair prepping for a pedicure I wasn't about to walk out on. They are few and far between and cost 30 bucks. No way was I about to let myself walk out on that!

Jay and I bullshitted about all things epic as we normally do. And he helped me relax a lot. :bubbleheart:

I almost forgot. Here's the fruits of someone else's labor:

I had a really pimp deep purple with white/silver streaks before this one. I liked that better then this. But this isn't that bad.

I managed through the pedicure and got home. Everything was going decently, but I still couldn't shake that "feeling" that something was off. I then started eating my dinner and got half way through and got this really weird feeling, that no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to really explain it here or even in person. It passed and I finished eating.

But when I got upstairs and took another call, it came back in full force again. After thinking on it for a little bit, I realized it might have something to do with me being so close to my period. I mean, I'm on the pill so I already am putting hormones into my system, while taking two other pills that are made specifically to balance hormones out. Something is bound to fuck up a little bit, right? So, that's what I have basically chalked it up to.

I ended up taking my night pills at about 20 to nine and continued my phone conversation until the sedative kicked in and I couldn't really focus on anything but wanting to sleep. 🙂

I woke up this morning, surprisingly refreshed. Which is new as these pills normally cause my waking up to be a bit funky.

I'm a little frustrated because I almost feel like I'm starting all over again. I hadn't had hardly any anxiety for the past week and now all of a sudden I get hit with an attack. So, I'm just going to be keeping an eye on myself today and see how everything goes. I feel pretty decent so far, so hopefully it was just a glitch that is happening because the pills are still getting settled into my system. We shall see!

Meanwhile, I will continue on and share the latest in epic news and fashion and dumps and music and whatever I deem as epic. 'Cuz that's how I roll up in here.

Yesterday, I found an incredibly awesome news-story that would have been perfect fodder for a thread. But I don't really want to just create a thread and then paste the link to it. So I will jazz it all up here.

The Story:

Door-to-Door Salesman Arrested!:

Anthony Carrazco, 19, practically arrested himself after he was going door-to-door attempting to sell weed, but he knocked on the wrong door.

Police say Carrazco had a gun, marijuana and went up to a police officer's front door and asked him if he wanted to buy some weed. They say Carrazco even had his own scale.

Police say it happened in the middle of the night at an apartment complex downtown near UTB, but they're not releasing the location to protect the officer.

Residents in the area are getting a good laugh saying it was pretty ridiculous for Carrazco to do such a thing.

Police say the teen was drunk. He tried to sell the officer 3oz before the cop grabbed his badge and placed him under arrest.

The charges are serious, since he was selling by the university - a drug free and weapon free zone.

Police say they do undercover sting operations all the time, but this was unlike anything they’ve dealt with before.

Story Link.

In all honesty, I think the whole idea was pretty genius. I mean, what better way to make a quick dime then to knock on people's doors trying to sell smoke?

I personally think that if marijuana is ever legalized, there will be a whole union of these kinda people. It would definitely give those Girl Scouts some competition.

I don't know how many or who actually reads the shit that I write. But if you happen to be following fashion, or into fashion at all; Can you please help me understand why the fuck shoes like these:

are even fucking worn? I mean seriously. It's bad enough that we have fringed vests. And to make that whole statement even more disgusting; people are actually dishing out $125.00 for these POS's. Now if anyone that I know here DOES wear them, I apologize if I offended you. But C'MON. Especially now when the big thing is over the knee boots and those incredibly cute "booties" that sometimes feature a zip up front?

Some of my favorite boot styles:

Are they still ridiculously expensive? Yes. But there are amazing knock-offs available at Wal-Mart and Target, thankyouverymuch.

I don't like the "slouch" boot style either too much. I prefer my shoes to really pull together the rest of what I'm wearing. It's their job, isn't it? Slouch and those damned fringe things just don't get the job done.

I get that a lot of fashion is repetitive of earlier trends, but I don't want someone remembering Saturday Night Fever or THIS SONG:

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When they look at my outfit. :banghead:

Hey, have any of you seen the latest in "hair dying at home" ? It's horrific. Trust me.

Ladies and Gentleman, I bring you the Lady Elegance Hair Coloring Brush!

Do the curtains match the drapes, lady?

Yessir. No more mixing, mashing and gooing slop all over your hair, folks! All you've got to do with this little gem is pour in the Dye of your choice and comb it right on!

The hysterical part of all this, is that the model using it isn't even using it on her actual hair. She's wearing a wig. Whatssamatter? Can't show us what it really looks like on actual hair?

And what about if we happen to have a knot in our hair and the combs get stuck? Are we going to have one portion darker then the rest?

This is supposed to be revolutionary and will "forever change your at home Salon experience".

What happens if you run out of dye? Use too much?

There's no way to measure properly for how much hair you have. The entire aspect is nothing but a guessing game.

I'll leave my dying for a professional, thanks. As awesome as this looks, you've got to only wonder what it will cost you if you fuck it up.

But don't take my word for it. "hairlova911" on amazon said it works GREAT.. if you want to look like Cruella Deville, or if you're completely gray by the time you're 27..

I bought the lady elegance hair brush because my friend Mike recommended it. I absolutely LOVE THIS FANTASTIC tool. I take it with me everywhere. I love brushing the color into my dull drab blah hair. I found this product worked best when I decided to be Cruella Deville for Halloween. I neeeded to dye half of my hair white and half of my hair black. This product was perfect! My hair was so great that people asked me if I was wearing a wig. I also felt that this product was great for people with dry hair. The brush released a conditioning sensation that made my scalp tingle. The brush itself has mini claws that actually work to detangle hair. My sister has completely gone gray at the age of 27. I got her this brush for her birthday last year and they are inseparable. Best friends. for life. All I can say is that you need this product as part of your beauty regiment. ITS THE BEST!!!!!!!!

And if a do it yourself hair-cut is what you're in the market for, then look no further then the Flowbee!

Just hook it up to your vacuum cleaner, or purchase the totally awesome Mini Vac, and Suck that hair straight!!

I bet you with gifts like these for Christmas, people would start hoping for the Chia pet again.

And now.. your word of the day..

I suggest you all learn this one, because it's made the New Oxford American Dictionary word of the year.

Yup. "Unfriend" beat out other nerd-speak words such as, netbook, hashtag and sexting. Non-Fans of "nettard" must be absolutely furious right now. :cheesy: