After recently getting in touch with my sister to see what the situation was like back in BC, I feel a little more at ease.
My ex hasn't gone on some killing spree or suicidal rampage. He's taking it all in stride and talking shit about me to everyone I used to know. Which is alot better than I thought. He can rant about me all he wants, I'm just happy that he didn't do anything to hurt himself. And I hope I'm not speaking too soon.
I re-activated my Facebook account and deleted everyone from my old life. I deleted everyone he could use to contact me. Out of 265 friends, 115 people made the big cut. mostly people from the forum here, or people from back home on Vancouver Island.
It was nice. I felt relieved. I changed my privacy settings so that only my selected friends can contact me.
I can't even describe the sigh of relief I gave when I changed my relationship status to "single"
Its so cheesy, but it felt really fucking good. Really. Fucking. Good.
And I have to say, this last month or two have been amazing. I've got amazing friends, supportive family around me, and no reason to be unhappy. I haven't felt this happy and carefree in a long time. I'll be going back to school and work soon, and life is just going to be just peachy from now on.
I'm determined.
My ex hasn't gone on some killing spree or suicidal rampage. He's taking it all in stride and talking shit about me to everyone I used to know. Which is alot better than I thought. He can rant about me all he wants, I'm just happy that he didn't do anything to hurt himself. And I hope I'm not speaking too soon.
I re-activated my Facebook account and deleted everyone from my old life. I deleted everyone he could use to contact me. Out of 265 friends, 115 people made the big cut. mostly people from the forum here, or people from back home on Vancouver Island.
It was nice. I felt relieved. I changed my privacy settings so that only my selected friends can contact me.
I can't even describe the sigh of relief I gave when I changed my relationship status to "single"
Its so cheesy, but it felt really fucking good. Really. Fucking. Good.
And I have to say, this last month or two have been amazing. I've got amazing friends, supportive family around me, and no reason to be unhappy. I haven't felt this happy and carefree in a long time. I'll be going back to school and work soon, and life is just going to be just peachy from now on.
I'm determined.
