At your mercy (m lee for f ler in St. Louis)

[ElysianEnmity]

I want to be strapped down, every limb immobilized and anchored. I want to feel the desperate helplessness of being unable to move a muscle and have my entire body exposed to your whims. I want you to get off from nothing more than the fact that we both know what's coming next and there's nothing I can do to stop it, and for you to tease over me how much of a mistake it was for me to be in this position under your control, under your mercy, and you will make me regret it.

And then I want you to tickle torture me, to the point where it's unbearable but it doesn't matter, because I have no choice but to go on with it. Trapped under your mercy and control, and you tickle torture me till I can't take it and then past that because I let you.

Let me be at your mercy.