While I know /I have to, and try to, give Thanks for what I have.
2020 really has been a terrible year for everyone, including me.
I also found out that I will be spending Thanksgiving alone.
The people I usually spend it with, live in NJ, and they are concerned about someone traveling on subways and buses from another state.
I have to respect their feelings. It's their house, and I have to be understanding about how they feel.
Not being able to go to the casino, the having to stay close to home all the time, the masks, , the seizures, etc.
It's all just "Symbolic"
I also have to remember to stay calm even though I'm going to be alone on Thursday.
As those who remember my posts are aware.
In 2015, I was so upset about being alone for Thanksgiving, that I had a massive seizure that landed me in the hospital, and almost killed me.
I'll just get through Thanksgiving alone, give Thanks for what I do have, get through my test, hope I'm okay, and hope for better things for society and myself in 2021