Best Medicine
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Hello all. I've been around these forums since around 2004 or 2005. Had an account for years but rarely ever posted/contributed on here. Created a new account last year. But this past week I just had the most odd tickle bondage experience and mind games, and don't know whats the normal response to what happened. This might be kinda long for some, but for those who do please give me your honest thoughts if you have any. Thank you.
My girlfriends of 3 and a half years has known about my tickle fetish for almost 2 years. She has been so cool and nice about it, even though she doesn't share it. She has been open that she has a bondage fetish. She always trying to tie me up, but I always refused and didn't want to be vulnerable. At 29 years old I've never been tied up. But she recently made a deal that if for one time only she got to play a dominatrix and tie me up and do whatever, that she would be open to letting me tie her up and tickle her. I accepted.
Now this past weekend we after weeks of stalling I finally let her play out her dominatrix bondage thing. I automatically think she gonna do some cliché tv bondage stuff like leopard handcuffs and whips etc, and she would be finished in like a hour. Nope wrong She tied me up to a office chair with heavy rope in the middle of the living room in my underwear, and I had no idea how ridiculously long it was gonna last.
First thing she does is turn on the tv. Past couple of weeks she knows one of my new favorite shows is Penny Dreadful, and I been binge watching on demand, and Im like a couple episodes into only the 2nd season, she smiled and went straight to the most recent episode in the new season, and plays it, teasing me that I cant do anything about it. She forces me to look at all the spoilers that I missed, and this goes on for like 15 minutes of watching a episode.
Then out of nowhere she sneaks behind me while Im still tied up forced to watch tv, and stares directly into my face and starts tickling my armpit with one finger. Im extremely ticklish upperbody, and Im not a loud laugher, but I thrust and make goofy faces. She said that her goal was to make me tap out to my own fetish, and admit Im weak. Im not a submissive person at all, and didn't want to tap out of spite. She would tickle my sides and armpit with one finger, and this went on for I presume around 15 or 20 minutes.
She leaves the room for like 10 minutes comes back and starts tickling my ribs again. Keep in mind shes still right in my face doing this. She then teases me about my underwear. I wear purple mens nylon briefs, because that undwear is comfortable to me, and my girl is saying they just silk panties with mens label. She kept tickling me off and on. She asked me to tap out constantly to her tickling. I shook my head, and annoyed that I had pride and didn't want to submit, and she said okay, and proceeds to walk out the house smiling.
The woman left me tied up for about 45 minutes alone!! I was nerve wrecked, didn't know what was going on, or if she was legit mad and left, and being helpless and tied up, I was completely embarrassed by the time she came back. She came back with nothing in her hand, patted me on the head, gave me a few more tickles, and said I could tap out or she was was gonna keep on tickling me and just leave me tied up even alone even longer. At this point Im exhausted and embarrassed, and I reluctantly said I tap out just to get it over with, and declared her the winner. She said to physically tap out, not verbal. Keep in mind my hands are tied behind my back, so the only thing I could do was tap my butt with the back side of my hand. That wasn't enough, as she accused me of not tapping out, but instead waving my own farts, and started laughing, and called me disgusting. She went and sprayed air freshner around my booty Yes you heard that right.
After that I just dropped my head down. She hugged me from behind, and she finally started to untie me, which felt like it took forever. Its been a couple days and I still feel weak and vulnerable. I've barely talked to her, and basically been ignoring her since then. It was fun at first, but it went on way too long, It was like she was playing mind games with me with all that weird stuff, teasing, and feel embarrassed for tapping out, and letting her get the best of me. Are these normal feelings from the first time of being tied up? Or I don't know if my girl is slightly crazy or what.
My girlfriends of 3 and a half years has known about my tickle fetish for almost 2 years. She has been so cool and nice about it, even though she doesn't share it. She has been open that she has a bondage fetish. She always trying to tie me up, but I always refused and didn't want to be vulnerable. At 29 years old I've never been tied up. But she recently made a deal that if for one time only she got to play a dominatrix and tie me up and do whatever, that she would be open to letting me tie her up and tickle her. I accepted.
Now this past weekend we after weeks of stalling I finally let her play out her dominatrix bondage thing. I automatically think she gonna do some cliché tv bondage stuff like leopard handcuffs and whips etc, and she would be finished in like a hour. Nope wrong She tied me up to a office chair with heavy rope in the middle of the living room in my underwear, and I had no idea how ridiculously long it was gonna last.
First thing she does is turn on the tv. Past couple of weeks she knows one of my new favorite shows is Penny Dreadful, and I been binge watching on demand, and Im like a couple episodes into only the 2nd season, she smiled and went straight to the most recent episode in the new season, and plays it, teasing me that I cant do anything about it. She forces me to look at all the spoilers that I missed, and this goes on for like 15 minutes of watching a episode.
Then out of nowhere she sneaks behind me while Im still tied up forced to watch tv, and stares directly into my face and starts tickling my armpit with one finger. Im extremely ticklish upperbody, and Im not a loud laugher, but I thrust and make goofy faces. She said that her goal was to make me tap out to my own fetish, and admit Im weak. Im not a submissive person at all, and didn't want to tap out of spite. She would tickle my sides and armpit with one finger, and this went on for I presume around 15 or 20 minutes.
She leaves the room for like 10 minutes comes back and starts tickling my ribs again. Keep in mind shes still right in my face doing this. She then teases me about my underwear. I wear purple mens nylon briefs, because that undwear is comfortable to me, and my girl is saying they just silk panties with mens label. She kept tickling me off and on. She asked me to tap out constantly to her tickling. I shook my head, and annoyed that I had pride and didn't want to submit, and she said okay, and proceeds to walk out the house smiling.
The woman left me tied up for about 45 minutes alone!! I was nerve wrecked, didn't know what was going on, or if she was legit mad and left, and being helpless and tied up, I was completely embarrassed by the time she came back. She came back with nothing in her hand, patted me on the head, gave me a few more tickles, and said I could tap out or she was was gonna keep on tickling me and just leave me tied up even alone even longer. At this point Im exhausted and embarrassed, and I reluctantly said I tap out just to get it over with, and declared her the winner. She said to physically tap out, not verbal. Keep in mind my hands are tied behind my back, so the only thing I could do was tap my butt with the back side of my hand. That wasn't enough, as she accused me of not tapping out, but instead waving my own farts, and started laughing, and called me disgusting. She went and sprayed air freshner around my booty Yes you heard that right.
After that I just dropped my head down. She hugged me from behind, and she finally started to untie me, which felt like it took forever. Its been a couple days and I still feel weak and vulnerable. I've barely talked to her, and basically been ignoring her since then. It was fun at first, but it went on way too long, It was like she was playing mind games with me with all that weird stuff, teasing, and feel embarrassed for tapping out, and letting her get the best of me. Are these normal feelings from the first time of being tied up? Or I don't know if my girl is slightly crazy or what.