Im back to explain properly about why I am leaving TMF
Hi everyone, I thought I would explain a bit more on why I am leaving because it seems people on here dont understand why I would after being found by my dad and brother who I am very close to found emails from guys on here and my dad would would react how any other parent would react when seeing the emails that I received and sent to people from this forum. Anyway on Thursday afternoon I was in the lounge watching tv and my younger brother walks in and after awhile he says "so where are you ticklish" and so on and I am trying to keep a straight face and then I ask him why he is saying that and start to get a feeling that he either found this website or somehow got into my email address, I must of not logged out properly if my dad and brother were able to get into my email address, we also have a family email address now with Yahoo so when they were going into the yahoo email account mine must of pop up, yes that was silly of me not to logged out properly, I'm pretty sure that must be the reason as I have no other clue as to how they got into my email address. Also someone either on here or another tickling website sent an email to my family email account but this was the old email account before the yahoo email account we have now, back to the conversation me and my brother were having, after asking if I was ticklish he then starts asking me who this guy who had emailed me on my familys email address was and I cant remember giving this guy my family email account but he has it anyway I said I didnt know him which was true as I hadnt read the email yet but I gave up trying to act all innocent, I just suck at lying so I said that I do email guys and that we do tickle talk and etc but I didnt tell him this website or other tickling websites, anyway I went up to the computer room and went on the computer to delete the email on my familys email address and my personal email address so my mum who doesnt know about the emails because me, my dad and brother dont want her to freak out, she would definitly loose trust in me as she said a few weeks ago how sesable I am, well I would be proving her wrong if she did find emails from guys. My dad he hasnt talked to me yet about the emails and my brother actually stopped him from reading more of my emails and my dad been talking happily to me about other stuff, I havent notice him looking at me in a funny way like he did on wednesday night, that was the night I think they were reading my emails but from thursday onwards he has never brought up the emails thing, maybe he is just putting on a act around my mum and other brother but I dont know maybe he isnt that angry at me because he knows that when I do something wrong that I will learn from my mistake which was giving out my email address.
I dont have enough money to buy a computer for myself so that is why I am using the family computer and I must of not logged off my personal email address properly if my dad and brother were able to get into it as they didnt know my email address or password, I must of had a few unread email messages and they decided to read them and let me know about them, well what a surprise they got as most the messages would have been to do with tickle talk from guys. I think it was wrong of them to decide to read my messages instead of logging out of my email address and logging into the family email address but oh well I screwed up and now I have to learn from that mistake.
I'm sorry if I havent still explain properly or if the above is still hard to understand why I am leaving but what I said above is true and I just dont like being unsensable and wanting my parents to think I am so gulliable, I have always had trust in my parents and I would feel really bad if I had lost trust in my family, I am very close to my family, I dont want to get those looks family give you when you have done something that could be wrong like giving out my email address and etc. I just hate being in trouble, I'm that much of a goody-good. I know am a adult and can do what I want but I just dont like to get my family angry or upset, I always like to make people happy and I dont like having fights with people, as soon as I have a fight with someone I am the first to forgive. Anyway I might just take a break from this website for awhile but I think I will deffinitly come back sometime in the future as I think this is a great website for us ticklers/ticklees to share our tickling fetish and etc.
Well bye for now, I might come on here again soon when I have left home and have my own computer that is.
From Debbie