At the risk of sounding rather crazy I don't know what it is about it, namely the masochist/sadist dynamic sometimes inherent in tickling, that is so sexy to me but the idea has spawned countless fantasies. I truly love the feeling of losing control and it always somewhat disappointed me that people would stop tickling me in day to day life far, far below this point (as if I couldn't take it...yeah right xD). I always secretly hoped they would just lose it, pin me down, and try (they would fail ofc, but still try) to break me. I wanted to be completely helpless to their assault as they towered above me, shirtless maybe, with their own spots exposed as they tortured mine. And then to switch and torture those same spots...God.
I just love this idea of tickle sadism. They would have to be such to truly appease me I think because I can take a whole helluva lot. But once I finally reach and go past my breaking point and to know they were loving achieving that as much as me...sdklfjdlskfj
To a lesser degree, the idea of taboo has also struck me and I'm not sure how I feel about it. To be honest, the thought of an older stepsister doing all this is maddening for reasons I can't place.
Anyways, don't judge me too hard eh if anyone wants to explore these ideas with me please do PM me, and thanks for reading!
I just love this idea of tickle sadism. They would have to be such to truly appease me I think because I can take a whole helluva lot. But once I finally reach and go past my breaking point and to know they were loving achieving that as much as me...sdklfjdlskfj
To a lesser degree, the idea of taboo has also struck me and I'm not sure how I feel about it. To be honest, the thought of an older stepsister doing all this is maddening for reasons I can't place.
Anyways, don't judge me too hard eh if anyone wants to explore these ideas with me please do PM me, and thanks for reading!