daturaskiss
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I have never told anyone in my offline life about my tickling affinity. The other day I finally found the courage. I had to do it in an email to one of my closest friends, because I couldn't say it out loud (I am seriously shy about this). But I DID it.
Tickling is both sexual and innocent to me, (or can be either, I should say), depending on the person doing it and the circumstance. I was telling my friend about it, and explained that in addition to the naughtier side, I also wish I had someone to do it on an innocent level. For me it is therapeutic and relaxing. I sent the email, and I waited.
I was sitting in the car with her the other night and she turns to me and says "so I read your email..." My heart dropped, I was waiting to hear "and you are creeping me out..."
Instead I heard, "and yeah, I'm down with all that...I'll tickle you."
Whaaaat??? I almost died. We've shared a few innocent little tweaks since and I am just elated that not only was I accepted for who I am, but I even have someone to give me those little tickles from time to time. I'm just pleased with myself for overcoming the fear. Good things can happen if you ask for what you need. Not everyone will say yes (especially if it's a sexual thing only), but once in a while, it can happen. And that makes it well worth the risk.
Tickling is both sexual and innocent to me, (or can be either, I should say), depending on the person doing it and the circumstance. I was telling my friend about it, and explained that in addition to the naughtier side, I also wish I had someone to do it on an innocent level. For me it is therapeutic and relaxing. I sent the email, and I waited.
I was sitting in the car with her the other night and she turns to me and says "so I read your email..." My heart dropped, I was waiting to hear "and you are creeping me out..."
Instead I heard, "and yeah, I'm down with all that...I'll tickle you."
Whaaaat??? I almost died. We've shared a few innocent little tweaks since and I am just elated that not only was I accepted for who I am, but I even have someone to give me those little tickles from time to time. I'm just pleased with myself for overcoming the fear. Good things can happen if you ask for what you need. Not everyone will say yes (especially if it's a sexual thing only), but once in a while, it can happen. And that makes it well worth the risk.