megaticklish
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As I have mentioned before, I am a ler' that gradually developed interest in also being a lee' and one thing that I've always loved is tickle-denial. One thing that always gave me a thrill was when a lady would try to deny being ticklish and then have that anxious, slightly embarrassed and defensive reaction when she just knows she's gonna be giggling in like 5 seconds!
When I was younger, I always had this weird timidity about being ticklish. Even when I was a kid, I was afraid to admit to being ticklish, not because I was afraid of being tickled (I was), but because it made me like I was "weak" for being susceptible to it. I always wanted to be like a mature adult, and being ticklish seemed like a childish sort of thing so if somebody found out that I was ticklish, I would get really anxious and red because I honestly thought people wouldn't take me seriously if they knew I was ticklish. This embarrassment I associated with tickling ultimately was at the root of my tickle fantasies and I simply loved the thought of playfully humiliating someone for being ticklish, not to hurt them or actually make them feel bad, but just in a lighthearted temporary sexual sort of way. Furthermore, the word "ticklish" carried this special weight to it and attaching the word to someone I liked added this embarrassing silliness to them, that really thrilled me.
And then one day, I started playing with this idea: "what if someone I really found attractive asked me if I was ticklish, and I denied it and they tickled me?" There's no way I could hide being ticklish. I'm the type of extremely ticklish person that jumps if you catch me off guard even slightly. For someone reason out of nowhere this really appealed to me. What if I embraced that "weakness" and let her take control over me. Instead of running away from being ticklish, the idea of letting someone have this almost embarrassing form of power over me became so appealing and now I crave being tickled in addition to being the ler.
When I was younger, I always had this weird timidity about being ticklish. Even when I was a kid, I was afraid to admit to being ticklish, not because I was afraid of being tickled (I was), but because it made me like I was "weak" for being susceptible to it. I always wanted to be like a mature adult, and being ticklish seemed like a childish sort of thing so if somebody found out that I was ticklish, I would get really anxious and red because I honestly thought people wouldn't take me seriously if they knew I was ticklish. This embarrassment I associated with tickling ultimately was at the root of my tickle fantasies and I simply loved the thought of playfully humiliating someone for being ticklish, not to hurt them or actually make them feel bad, but just in a lighthearted temporary sexual sort of way. Furthermore, the word "ticklish" carried this special weight to it and attaching the word to someone I liked added this embarrassing silliness to them, that really thrilled me.
And then one day, I started playing with this idea: "what if someone I really found attractive asked me if I was ticklish, and I denied it and they tickled me?" There's no way I could hide being ticklish. I'm the type of extremely ticklish person that jumps if you catch me off guard even slightly. For someone reason out of nowhere this really appealed to me. What if I embraced that "weakness" and let her take control over me. Instead of running away from being ticklish, the idea of letting someone have this almost embarrassing form of power over me became so appealing and now I crave being tickled in addition to being the ler.
just one paper.
