It was indirect at first for me. I grew up kind of shy and clumsy, so I would look at ppl. As I got to ten, I was fixated on long hair. I ended up developing a hair fetish and I was tickled a little too much when I was younger, and I had fantasies that involved the two mixing. Around 16/17 I surfed the Internet, and tried to research my "weird" fetish to see what it was. I stumbled along tickling, it did the same thing for me. So, I transitioned and had the one fetish I was forward about (tickling) and the fetish I kept to myself until I felt like talking about it (hair). So that's pretty much how it happened.