areenactor
2nd Level Blue Feather
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first i'd like to say i'm posting this here and not in the tickling section, cause it's not fully tickling related. so i hope everyone sees this.
as i'm sure you've all seen lately i've been very much a downer.
i have come to realize what the problem is! my wife.
i have been in a bad mood since early august. in truth i haven't been entirely happy for a long time. but for the purpose of this post it started in august.
we were going to be relocating to mesa arizona. in june we visited there, looked at housing, and jobs. i received offers at all 3 places i applied at, which i thought was great concidering the lack of offers here in the chicago area! my wife received offers at all the local school districts too. and the houses! the great prices! holey shit, it was amazing.
when we returned home it was decided which house we'd buy, and what job she'd take, if it was offered. well the dream job came through. everything that needed to happen to make the move a go, happened. then in early august she hit me with the bomb shell, she decided not to move. she said let's wait till next summer(forgetting thats what she had said last summer!). our whole marriage she has been saying let's move to a warmer climate, and after almost 22 years, that dream was becomming reality. then the roof fell in.
there are several members here that know me. we've talked for a few years. they know that my marriage has been up, and down, on, and off for some time now. mainly due to my wifes infidelities, and habitual lieing. why have i stayed with her? because i have 4 kids! they are my life, and i will weather any storm for them.
and now on top of all the problems she has to shatter another dream.
so here i come, day after day, with my bad moon, and jump on everyone. this in not an excuse, but it is the reason.
i am nothing if not truthfull. so i have to admit that the things i have said are my actual feelings, but i normaly would not have been so outspoken, nor so rude in my presentation.
i hope those affected can understand the stress i have been going through lately. i felt i owed you all an explanation.
be good, be safe.
steve
as i'm sure you've all seen lately i've been very much a downer.
i have come to realize what the problem is! my wife.
i have been in a bad mood since early august. in truth i haven't been entirely happy for a long time. but for the purpose of this post it started in august.
we were going to be relocating to mesa arizona. in june we visited there, looked at housing, and jobs. i received offers at all 3 places i applied at, which i thought was great concidering the lack of offers here in the chicago area! my wife received offers at all the local school districts too. and the houses! the great prices! holey shit, it was amazing.
when we returned home it was decided which house we'd buy, and what job she'd take, if it was offered. well the dream job came through. everything that needed to happen to make the move a go, happened. then in early august she hit me with the bomb shell, she decided not to move. she said let's wait till next summer(forgetting thats what she had said last summer!). our whole marriage she has been saying let's move to a warmer climate, and after almost 22 years, that dream was becomming reality. then the roof fell in.
there are several members here that know me. we've talked for a few years. they know that my marriage has been up, and down, on, and off for some time now. mainly due to my wifes infidelities, and habitual lieing. why have i stayed with her? because i have 4 kids! they are my life, and i will weather any storm for them.
and now on top of all the problems she has to shatter another dream.
so here i come, day after day, with my bad moon, and jump on everyone. this in not an excuse, but it is the reason.
i am nothing if not truthfull. so i have to admit that the things i have said are my actual feelings, but i normaly would not have been so outspoken, nor so rude in my presentation.
i hope those affected can understand the stress i have been going through lately. i felt i owed you all an explanation.
be good, be safe.
steve