Everyone has their own specific reasons for suspending, and specific ideas for what they want out of it. The fact that you've got ideas in mind for why you want to do it is a good thing. Like I said, only you can decide whether or not you can handle it, but my honest opinion is that if you go in with a positive mindset and positive goals, you will probably have a positive experience (though you should definitely do serious research and preparation). Feel free to drop me a line if you've got questions, I'll answer to the best of my ability.