apology:(

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

I regret that I had to once again close my tickling groups, this time I feel really bad for not being able to let members know beforehand🙁...I apologize for that....my father died a few days ago and there are a few other things in my life that are presently causing me to devote more attention to than running groups that I sadly have no time for🙁...my plan was to utilize the groups primarily as a base for sharing my stories and writings and pics of myself while sharing some fav tickle pics and vid clips... but I felt such pressure (self imposed of course) to update them that I had no time to write or get decent photos of me taken...so once again it felt like I just had groups that were basically showcases for other peoples pics without having the time to devote anything truly of me....In retrospect I wish I had kept my Lock_Stock_n_Tickle group🙁 I really despise my impulsivity, though I enjoy my adventurous side, how ironic...anyway...another one of my fatal flaws (and I do have so many🙂 is that I over-extend myself...one would think that I would have started 1 group not 3...doh!..., but oh well, I always reflect better than I plan🙂....in short, this is simply intended to be an apology to the members that have been so faithful to me as to re join only to experience me once again doing something flighty and seemingly illogical.......so I wanted to explain and if u think I'm strange and ridiculous...ur right...I mean well, I just lack direction🙂....Incidentally, in the future, if anyone wishes to start a group and recruit me as a helper I would love to...just do us all a favor and disable my ability to delete the group....(I'm joking...kinda...lol...
thanks again🙂
~ticklemmmeeeeeee

 

[Admiral Trouser]

lol...Good lord, talk about rambling 😛

No offence intended, TM, my sincere condolences about your Dad...its one of those odd things, that everyone has to go through in life at some point, but when it does happen, its always such a shock. So, yeah, don't worry about those Groups of yours (I was a subscriber to some, and I thouroughly enjoyed them), take time and out to get a handle on things, and if you need a hand...well, you have an whole bloody community to rely upon, which is pretty handy, no? 😉 Just let us know 🙂

I hope you pull through, and perhaps re-launch those fabalous groups of yours sometime. Until then, keep well 🙂

AT

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

admiral T...lol...yes, I do ramble quite well ya think?🙂 (I believe, if memory serves, I developed that skill as an antagonistic motivational tactic to get tickled if for no other reason than to make me shut up...lol...thanks for the kind words, I appreciate it🙂

 

[Admiral Trouser]

lol....ok. Anytime.

Rambler 😉

AT

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

grrr...lol🙂

 

[Admiral Trouser]

wow....a short post! Nice one, welcome to the rocky road of recovery, hehe 😉

AT

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

oooh u are sooo going to get it...lol...be careful, I will be forced to summon my dark side...of the Ler in me🙂

 

[Admiral Trouser]

.....you and who's army of pinkness, eh? Eh!?

😉 AT

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

lol....:::she tries to not reinforce his bad behavior by laughing at that remark and to remain in control and determined in her efforts to intimidate...despite her umm...pinkness, and of course lack of an army of any color...she does however, still possess the ability to ramble without the usage of an army...haaa haa...lol::::

 

[SmileyTkls]

Dear Ticklemmmeeeeee,

I was so sorry to hear about your Dad, and I agree with Admiral T, don't worry about the groups, that can wait indefinitely 'till you get the family stuff dealt with. Be good to yourself and your family, and we'll be around when you can be, too.

Smiley

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

Thank u smiley🙂 I know it is unsmart of me but I am taking a rather intellectual approach to the grief process for the most part...I do cry when I need to but all in all I am doing pretty well....I'm just giving myself permission to have thinking and feeling days as well as "doing" days....I am a ridiculous productionist ...thanks though, it means alot...mostly I just really miss him🙁

 

[Admiral Trouser]

TM...be a darling, and check your pm folder?

Cheers 🙂

AT

 

[daddy]

Sorry to hear about your loss TM. I'm sure you have many fond memories of him that will help you smile through this tough time. I wish you and your family well.

daddy

 

[kis123]

I'm also very sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my father in July, 2001 and my stepdad (who was more like my real dad) this past January. You will be okay. Nothing is as important as going through the dreaded process. If you don't go through it now, you will go through it later, and it will be really ugly by then. Take all the time you need. We'll entertain ourselves sufficiently while you're gone!!!!!!!!!!

By the way, I've been reading posts for about three months, but this is my first official post.

Take care!

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

Daddy...thank u so much🙂 Kis123....thanks so much to u as well....I appreciate the support and love from so many people in this forum, just want u all to know it means so much to me....it's good for me to spend time here...u guys make me laugh and I have always loved to laugh....(I'm just so good at it...lol) I have been doing my share of crying as well and actually thanks to my ex boyfriend I possess the inate ability to cry and laugh simultaneously...lol...Seriously, many of u know that my dad was an avid tickle fan and tickled me like mad from birth...he loved to make me laugh by tickling me and just being goofy and he would want me to be happy and laugh like mad now,not be sad... I know that ...I loved him so very much...he was a real daddy not just a father and that helped me in so many ways....so thank u everyone for keeping me laughing, even if u can't reach out and tickle me🙂...lol🙂

 

[sole seeker]

I'm sorry to hear of your loss, TM. I remember when I lost my dad. I'd love to give you some words of comfort, but as I remember, there aren't any adequate to the situation.

The best I can do is offer my condolences.

 

[U.N.Owen]

Sincerest condolences, TM. Wish I could help in some way.

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

Thanks so much soleseeker and UN Owen....u both just did help🙂

 

[aphrael]

ticklemmmeeeeee, you're the cutest!
i'm also sorry to hear about your loss, but you seem to have such a positive outlook- i'm sure you'll be just fine.
cuddles,
aphrael x

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

aphrael🙂 Thank u so much...u seem pretty cute urself...lol......I know it's goofy but I am always kinda cheerful and try to keep a positive attitude by seeing the humorous side to life...and to be honest there is alot of humor in my life...lol...my friends have always told me that I have a way of recanting the most insignificant of events in my life and turning them into adventures that make them laugh and laugh....and, strangely, they take an unusual amount of pain killers in my presence...hmmm....go figure...lol...as I told a friend earlier...my dad loved making me laugh and would do anything to make me laugh when I was sad....so it is easy to be happy when I think of him, not sad....the breaking up of my relationship is a bit more difficult to deal with, strangely....but oh well...I suppose if one has to experience great loss of two men in ones life, she may as well try to deal with them both simultaneously....weird thing is, I know how to be a grown up without a dad but I have no earthly idea how to be single right now...but like anything else I suppoose it takes...practice...practice...practice...and what exactly that means I have no idea...lol...thanks again🙂

 

[aphrael]

you sound like a very strong girl, i'll bet you won't be single for long ^_^

 

[grippedchimp]

I also would like to send my condolences on your bereavement. And another thing... why did you close the groups again? 🙁 A lot of the pics I saw were ones that I've never even seen before, and that's what made them unique in the first place! Besides, you don't need to pressure yourself to show what you look like. In all honesty, it ain't all that important, but it's obviously a bonus to see what that daffy, bubbly, tickle-mad lass looks like! You'll be OK...

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

aphrael...I am indeed, thank u🙂 Gripped Chimp...I know, I acted impulsively🙁 I react strangely to pain..I want to shut out and cut off and destroy...(okay, I am prob scaring most of the male population, let me stop)...nah,actually I'm sweet and forgiving🙂....but as I stated above...(somewhere)...retrospectively, I wish I had kept my "stocks" group and asked for help🙁 I would be willing to start it again if someone wants to help me...I still have all the pics...*hint*...lol...as far as my pics, I have a few to share🙂 btw, who is this daffy, bubbly, tickle-mad lass u speak of???...lol


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[tickleshotel]

Ticklmeeee: Let me also offer my condolences to you
,I wish I could give you a big friendly bearhug now
but maybe this is the best that I can do .
Be careful I never miss a chance to tickle someone
whether they are male or female😉 .Put those tooties right here (looking at you innocently)

 

[Ticklemmmeeeeee]

Tickleshotel🙂...if I were a suspicious girl I might think u were trying to tickle mee🙂 😀