Breaking the Ticklee
Bella Said: Being broken in a contest of wills can be one of THE sexiest and most erotic of experiences...it's a feisty -yet-submissive behavior we don't quite undersatnd...A lot of us love having our control temporarily taken away...
Tickling is such a complex activity, it's similar to gazing into infinity and trying to understand it. It can't be done, but often is fascinating to try. I am the last one to try to comprehend a woman's motives. I have always liked observing such antics and even enjoy reliving them in my mind. I know she hates getting tickled like he devil hates holy water, yet she so often does or says things that she knows full well will get herself tickled to death. She has to know from experience that I won't really hurt her, but she also knows from that same experience that with each tickling I will try to take us where no man has gone before.
I'm not even sure what it means to "break a ticklee." We don't use safe words, but I do force her to say certain things for air. I also always thought there is no gift one person can give to another that is more significant than the gift of self. This summer I developed a condition that precluded any wrestling or ANY strenuous activity at the doctors orders. There was no wrestling or tickling for over four months. There has never been that long without tickling in our marriage, even during pregnancies.
Then at a recent appointment the doc removed most of my restrictions, with some common sense tossed in. That night we were in bed and just talking. Out of nowhere, make that NOWHERE, she asked, "Well, what did he say about tickling?" We started wrestling, yet I could easily feel her letting me put her in whatever position I wanted her. It was a tickling to make up for all those months. I could feel her entire body going through spasms with begging and pleading and finally the best silent laughter ever. She just laid there laughing and shaking her head. If we had a safe word, I promise it would have been used.
When we finished, she just kept giggling aying that was entirely uncalled for, and unfair since she knew she couldn't do to me what she needed to do to fight me off. It was as delightful a tickle session as I can remember. Judging from the stages of what her body went through, and the way she reacted at the end and after the tickling, convinced me that she had made it to stages rarely encountered. Despite how detestable she finds it, I think she really enjoyed this one. In some small way I think I saw what or felt what Bella was getting at. From the very beginning she provoked it. Then she nearly died from the forced laughing. Then she teased me after we were done.
I've tickled her twice since that night, but have not had the same feeling about it.
I don't know if it's most fun to break a ticklee, or try to break her or just tickle away and enjoy wherever it takes you from one day to the next. Maybe it's like that stare into eternity. It's just fun, and if sometimes two get tangled up in each others personalities and you take it to the level of breaking, then the two get further consumed by each other, that may be the best life has to offer.
: and select few who have shown they are trustworthy and respectful over a period of time.
