Sweet Amanda. I surely hope you continue on with being happy. Life throws a lot of lemons sometimes. I have found in my 35 years that through all the hell, life eventualy leads us to where we will find true happiness. Always smile and more importantly, always be you. The world will guide us, so take the hand of the wind and let it carry you on to the a better tomorrow.
I'm new here, but that was one great testimonial. Life put you thru the fire but you found a way thru it with God's help and here you stand stronger and more solid than ever. Even without knowing you personally that speaks volumes about your character. Cling tight to God, your character, and your family(to include your TMF family;-) and there's nothing you won't be able to do.