Marquis De Sade
1st Level Blue Feather
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- Nov 21, 2007
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Put the glass edge to my quivering lips and sip red
I know you’d like this year
Cancer stick in my other hand, trembling in my cold
Stains my skin, fingers
Chest hurts to breathe, in, out. It’s my breath, or smoke, or both
Evening’s breeze says Hello, quiet as a lover’s aimed smile and batting blue eyes, like a picture of the most beautiful
Anything, Anyone...
Dull moon-lit clouds glow silver, sheath the light in sorrow or hope, I don’t know the difference anymore
Fantasy or strength of will, I’m not sure
Meant to be, or meant for something else, someone else
Nothing changes
The plan remains the same, stays where it stays, where it stands
Because I know it’s working
I believe in me enough for both of us
The signs are everywhere, just need to know where and how to look, how to use my eyes for the first time to see through what stands in my way
Learn to knock it all down, side-step around, make it all look like an effortless dance
Plane in the sky cuts through the silence in my head
Shows me what I need to see
Tells me where I’m going or where I’ve come from, all I know is I hate where I am
Apathy is dangerous
Nothing changes
Nothing’s ruined
Yet
Set fire to everything I love, leave it behind in a rubbled pile of broken, smoldering promise...
I look at you, now, and see...
Brunette Beautiful Blue eyes and cock-tease smirk, you know what you’re doing because you’ve been doing it all your life
Does the pale ring around your finger match the rest of your beautiful skin by now?
Do you lay awake at night wondering about something I’ll never know of?
Can you feel me if I lust strong enough?
Look back, I’ve kept a tally and counted, I’ve collected enough, said all I have to say, whispered all the words I know
Our shared looks I’ve seen before
I want the same song, same song, same song out of my head
The old me has worn me, shed my old skin and left me uninterested
Made me distant
I don’t look at you the same, wonder if I ever will again, if I ever can
Maybe I’m tired of trying
I’ve lost the warmth between us and I think you know
And I know
This is all my fault
And I know
Destroy it all, burn it down, smash it all to powdered dust like a child’s tantrum
Build it back up again using different pieces
All I ever think now about are
Her freckles
Her smile
Those eyes
That flawless body curves smooth soft as silk and white as snow that falls
That different colored hair
I’ve lost myself or found myself, I’m not sure which
But I like this
Plane in the sky cuts through the silence in my head
Shows me what I need to see
Tells me where I’m going or where I’ve come from
The signs are everywhere
Nothing changes
But it will, because I want it to
I like this
