In a word...
YES!
Finally... yes I have.
First I do respect and understand all the people who posted with concerns of the use (or abuse) of the safeword.
I have the same views. The safeword is there for a reason and shouldn't be abused... etc.
But secretly and honestly from the time my love for tickling began, I've always wanted to be tickled way beyond my limits. I wanted to know what it felt like. I wanted to know what my reactions would be.
It was just one of those fantasies... You know.
Well finally I met someone.... I mean THE ONE. You know, the one that you want to be with forever and share yourself with and the one you trust completely, the one who knows more about you than you do! That ONE... (Alex)
And when you meet the one, you want that person to fulfill all of your fantasies. Even the dark secret ones that you have kept locked inside.
And I told him that I wanted him to completely destroy me. Take me beyond any and every limit I had. No safewords... No breaks... No mercy.
(Keep in mind that he is completely in tune to my body. He knows when I'm in danger, he knows when something hurts, I know he won't try to kill me or scar me for life.)
Anyway, the experience and all the experiences afterwards have been... just have been amazing.
I trust him with my life and I enjoy being taken beyond my limits by the one I love.
It is not something that everyone will enjoy, but if you really want to know what it is like, find someone you really trust to do it. Try it out.
Sunny
Again, excuse all grammatical errors.