Audrey, I'm right there with you! I'm a 22/f college student who's new around here... It's hard not having anyone to talk to about it! I am even shy to talk to people about it around here... I almost told my last boyfriend how I felt about tickling, but after I even hinted to him that I might be in to something slightly kinky (which I don't really even see tickling as kinky, I see it as playful for the most part compared to other fetishes) He made it clear that he thinks ALL of that stuff is weird. I know most guys don't think that way but it's hard to have the confidence to tell people when you've had an embarrassing experience with it. I'm slowly trying to come around to be more comfortable with my tickling fetish, but it's hard!! If you ever need someone to talk to about it you can always message me! I'm trying to make friends on here, too.