Get ready for a book.
I used to rarely respond to most messages. I was too intimidated, scared.(Plus I was in a relationship) (through my 20's). Now I make sure I respond to every single one. But, I am, again in a relationship. If I wasn't in a relationship I would go to gatherings. That way, the pressure is off. (Of course though I would also post in the personals with pictures and all about myself so people would understand a lot about me, and could read for themselves if I might be even close to a match.) I find that we all have tickling in common- but no 2 people into tickling are really exactly alike. So, to find the chemistry I feel you HAVE to do that in person. I know for myself, even my friendships suffer as per FB etc. I don't have the money to go out- I currently don't have an air conditioner so I can't invite people over- so its to say that unless I post on their walls or message them CONSTANTLY... I'm background noise more or less. And because of this I'm going to put up my Skype info and leave it completely. FB is so cold to me now I can't stand it. It for me has become an illusion of friendship. Or rather an advertising board for meaningless comments. I've gotten questions about my hurt back HERE- NOT THERE. Why? Because I post here frequently. I'm in the chat room at least twice a day. I make this place a priority. Now, some of you are thinking boy does she have that backwards. No, no I don't. I was giving the same amount of priority there. But because I have different views on things- most of my family or friends can't relate to me any more. I don't have kids nor want them. I am spiritual but do not believe in the Bible or any religion. (I just try and be a good person- whatever happens after my life is over happens) And any view of mine under the sun practically doesn't match my "list of friends and family" Save for really cute videos of animals being cute. A phone call to me speaks volumes about a person's intent for our friendship. I have received 4 all year. My Bf says... "People feel like they are the star/hero in their own movie, and everyone else is the supporting cast." I guess you could akin this situation to say The Walking Dead. You have to find the only handful of humans because everyone else is Zombies. And there aren't many humans. And even within the humans, you're only going to relate to 1 or 2 people. If you have one good friend you are very lucky.
So, because its extremely hard for friendship to thrive, and chemistry to translate to the internet... Let's just say it does and play Devils advocate. Let's say I start talking to a woman or man. And we hit it off to the point where we are talking night and day for 4-6 months. Everything feels GREAT. So, we decide to meet up. Both of us show at the same location for a weekend of ticking play and getting to know one another. But... by Sunday we realize our chemistry doesn't match up the way we hoped. What went wrong? Well, my theory is we were so use to emailing or skyping each other, we didn't understand how to actually be together in real life. There is a certain safety to being on the internet where we can take our time responding- thinking of the wittiest things to say to one another. Even with Skype you can say brb! and take a minute to think or get away for a couple minutes. In person everything is real time. Especially chemistry. This woman or man may have liked everything I wrote, but if I don't talk EXACTLY like the way I wrote- the chemistry for one form of communication won't translate to the other. 9x's out of 10 for the other. I'm not saying this cant be done because it has. But its rare. This is why I'm telling you or anyone to go to a gathering. And not just one, go to different ones across the country. I realize money is a factor for lot of us, it certainly is for me. But as my personal Rome is currently being built. here are my priorities now? Well, first is my relationship, second is getting out of debt, third is selling my home and buying our dream home, 4th is being financially comfortable, 5th is finding a tickling partner/partners/going to tickle gatherings. I have had a very hard time adjusting my level of priorities over the years- but as I made my relationship #1, and tickling partner(s) number 2... as you can see it didn't get me any closer.
Another case in point. I was on Fetlife for YEARS. Within our rules of our relationship, I wanted only to talk to women to meet up with for tickling play. I had 3 women respond. I didn't know if one was a fake profile, or an ex because she was a little "too perfect:. And the other 2 my Bf wasn't attracted to. I can't force him into a situation he's not comfortable with because I don't want that done to me in return. So what did I get, day after day, 90% of? Responses from men. (99% did not take the time to read my profile AT ALL.) If they had, they wouldn't have bothered. Or at the very least, just said you're pretty, thanks for posting etc. I currently get this all the time on my tumbler about 50% of the time. Now.... once I got a very hateful mail saying something to the tune of " Why don't you come back to tumblr when you actually have money to put into your nails, boob job, hair, clothes etc. Until then, just leave." So here AGAIN, someone wasn't reading my posts and decided to flat out be a jerk. Or he actually thought he was being helpful. My Bf handled that one for me. I did cry. It is my response to hate, I can't help it I was bullied my ENTIRE school years. So, again he took care of it. But... wow... if he HAD read my profile he would have know we are paying off our mutual debt, and this stuff takes times to work off.
You may find you have SO MUCH IN COMMON, After you met the person, in person etc. If though your religious views, political views dog vs cat views, whatever don't match up- some people can overlook that stuff- some can't. I need to reiterate this because you HAVE to make YOURSELF a priority. Yes, there is compromise once you find someone to be in a relationship with. But, you have to know yourself first and be comfortable being you, and make tickling a priority further down the list.
Also- most women like to be courted. Sending a meme of flowers kinda doesn't translate to the real thing. Some don't. To each their own I like it.
In my heart I still hope to go with my Bf to tickle gatherings. I still hope to meet a women who likes both of us. But if you think you have it hard in meeting women, try being in a couple. Talk about being in a niche within a niche within a niche.
All I can say is after everything I wrote here is- treat the forums as your public tickling diary. If you don't post much, you're making the odds that much smaller against you. Upload a picture (not just of your feet.) (Oh yeah that brings up to mind the countless unsolicited dick pics I've received through the years. If women love being courted- guess what? The sent dick pic makes the person look like a perverted asshole.) But if a person can't see what you look like... no they're not going to continue a conversation with you. I wouldn't. If you are serious about finding someone here- you have to give yourself over to being open. Also put your age in the about me section. I personally won't add a person if I can't see their age. As long as the person if over 18 you can be my tmf friend. But I'm not going to consider playing with you unless you are between the ages of 27 and 60. ( I had previously put 27-47 but I'm opening the net- I really don't mind at all playing with older people as long as they take fairly good care of themselves.
Also, If you meet someone, having this place for someone to see what you have posted will make it that much easier to open up. My Bf doesn't know HALF of my fantasies... so guess what I'm doing? Making myself open to Him. And I am an exhibitionist. AND I love being open to all of you and maybe giving some of you some good jerk off material. And as half of me is lee... making myself one of the posters who likes having tickling attention cum my way. And because its so hard to find someone, I enjoy giving all of you content. But I'm also living out some of my fantasies, (granted alone) but it provides an outlet for me to live them out. S maybe some of you have looked at some of my videos and gone- holy smokes has she lost her mind? Not even an introduction thread?) Yep well... I'm doing what's best for me. Trying to live out some of my fantasies, and not expecting anyone else including my bf to live them out for me. In doing this, I feel like I am living the to a certain extent, and not keeping them all inside me. I know in the beginning of my relationship my Bf would say to me- "Ya know- I don't do this more because every single time I try to you always point out the things I'm doing wrong". I had my fantasies so tuned to what I think they're going to be, I didn't give him any room to be a part of it. To express HIMSELF, or anything else. And I myself use to be TERRIBLE at bj's. (I had been with a woman for 12 years- how could I have been good at them.) So, after months of positive reinforcement I became VERY good at them. So he says to me now- "If I had told you only about the things you were doing wrong, you would have given up. If I tell you the things you are doing right, you will be happy and get better. His views worked, mine didn't. To the point that its only NOW He has come round to exploring mine. I did this to myself. So, its better to focus on who you are, and what you want for yourself, and get to know someone first, and let them get to know you. Yes, include tickling in the discussion. But, we are more than just tickling. Cuz you can't tickle someone 24hrs a day.(as much as this saddens me lol).
Ok, book over. I probably went off track but it all relates to my own experiences. And its probably a bit jumbled but I'm currently going through the transition of finding myself, who I am, how I present myself to others in what I want- what's ok and not ok with my relationship rules. This stuff takes time to figure out. At least for me it is.