Tickling is not enjoyable but...the worst part and the best part are the same for me. I do love being tied up and feeling helpless but only with people or someone I completely trust. When I'm tickled, the sensation is so dramatically intense; I go through so many emotions. Excited to be helpless, scared, weak, strong, and sensitive. My body tingles and becomes ridiculously sensitive to any kind of touch. Even like long hair wiggling across me or the cloth of a sleeve just drives me nuts. It is very sexual to me. When I get tickled or even talk about it, I do get wet and my temperature rises. It IS torturous and I am desperate to escape but the more crazed I get the more intense the tickling feels. Tickle me under the arms or my feet and I cry and scream. Tickle my nipples and I buck and beg for an orgasm, oh, I'm still screaming. I always scream but then the orgasm is so pulp-fiction-like unreal I feel it everywhere, not just down there. I get tunnel vision but can't seem to focus on anything. It's like I go to a different place. Pulling on the ropes just makes my orgasm feel stronger the more I tense up and struggle. I am disgusting when I am forced to orgasm like this; I slobber from my mouth and nose (sometimes) and wet the bed and sweat like its 100 degrees and I ran a marathon. Afterwards, I am exhausted and can just curl up for half an hour in my own private world. I just want to be left alone. But heck, what are friends for?
Maria Elena