Hi, just to add my two cents....I understand how you are feeling. Out here in Australia I've spent my whole life trying to entertain my fetish with a woman and it has rarely occured. I watched a film the other night called "Kinsey". It stars Liam Neeson. He was a famous sex therapist years back. He said some very interesting things and I came away thinking, I'm really not that different at all, and very little is known about human sexuality. We're just caught up in all this social/cultural rubbish and holding back our true natures which just sends us bonkers. One of my major problems is feeling lonely and shameful about it, I'm training my mind to think otherwise because it's simply stupid to do this to myself. Good luck and Peace!
