I HATE having to keep up a happy go lucky facade constantly. I am irritated that I, out of the goodness of my heart and wanting to help those around me, listen to other peoples' troubles and try to help in any way I can, but whenever I have a problem and need to talk to someone, suddenly there's no time, or they act disinterested or I get told to "quit whining" by the very people I had just spent my time trying to assist with their issues!!!!! Its actually rather depressing.