I'm glad your still very much alive and will continue to pray to the maker of the Multiverse for your continued health and happiness..
Question though, when you said you've lost your eyesight multiple times, was it your body's own immune system attacking your eyes (aka an auto-immune disorder)?
I ask as my stepfather has Behcet's disease really bad and not a lot is understood about it (only that his stress levels can trigger it and it can attack any part of his body and that it consumed one of his optic nerves entirely).