Well, I never thought I'd ever say this. I really don't like my fetish.
Maybe it's because I'm finally getting more successful in regards to being able to talk to women without 'spilling my spaghetti' as it were, but I wish I wasn't the kind of man, sexually, that I am. I'm absolutely positive we've had these threads before, and if I'm not mistaken there was one here just recently. I suppose I'm just venting if nothing else.
I don't like how I'm always the one who's the kinkiest whenever the subject comes up, either with guys or girls. Let me clarify, I'm not going around to strangers and striking up conversation about what turns them on, these things just tend to flow into talk somehow. I'm not saying my friends are the kinds of "Missionary Position soley for the means of Procreation!" People, but I've never found someone even into bondage.
I hate how I'm always in suspense when people, even people I trust extremely well, know about my foot/tickling fetish. I always feel like I'm seen as a perv because I get aroused with seemingly everyday things like feet and tickling.
I'm almost positive I've got something wrong, like I'm addicted to porn or something. I do my thing in the morning, and at night, sometimes during the day if I'm caught up on my homework from my professors. That means I'm averaging over twice a day. I have a two to one endurance in the sack, but that's not worth feeling like i'm 14 all the time.
I'm not going to bother closing with "Does anyone else feel like me?" Because I know some, if not most of you do. I'm going to end this like I'm sure many other threads before me have closed... Does anyone know any way to get rid of my fetish? Do I just slowly ween myself onto regular porn? Do I stop pleasuring myself completely for a while? I just want to be a normal guy.
Maybe it's because I'm finally getting more successful in regards to being able to talk to women without 'spilling my spaghetti' as it were, but I wish I wasn't the kind of man, sexually, that I am. I'm absolutely positive we've had these threads before, and if I'm not mistaken there was one here just recently. I suppose I'm just venting if nothing else.
I don't like how I'm always the one who's the kinkiest whenever the subject comes up, either with guys or girls. Let me clarify, I'm not going around to strangers and striking up conversation about what turns them on, these things just tend to flow into talk somehow. I'm not saying my friends are the kinds of "Missionary Position soley for the means of Procreation!" People, but I've never found someone even into bondage.
I hate how I'm always in suspense when people, even people I trust extremely well, know about my foot/tickling fetish. I always feel like I'm seen as a perv because I get aroused with seemingly everyday things like feet and tickling.
I'm almost positive I've got something wrong, like I'm addicted to porn or something. I do my thing in the morning, and at night, sometimes during the day if I'm caught up on my homework from my professors. That means I'm averaging over twice a day. I have a two to one endurance in the sack, but that's not worth feeling like i'm 14 all the time.
I'm not going to bother closing with "Does anyone else feel like me?" Because I know some, if not most of you do. I'm going to end this like I'm sure many other threads before me have closed... Does anyone know any way to get rid of my fetish? Do I just slowly ween myself onto regular porn? Do I stop pleasuring myself completely for a while? I just want to be a normal guy.