2015 was an up and down year.
On the negative I experienced depression, stress and heartbreak. Dealing with that was one of the hardest things, feeling worthless, not wanting to go out, socialise or even eat. Multiple bouts of sadness and emotional outpours. Not even wanting to go to work. Feeling the most self conscious I have ever felt.
But it did lead to the positive: having a best friend from here that I could really count on, who even accepted any misery from me because he knew it was the only way I could heal and become stronger. I hope he knows I will never forget it. ♥
Work: had to put up with a LOT, and even made to teach a class I was not comfortable with but I pushed through, i said i'd do it, and was even given more responsibility which is what I wanted. And now, been given the class I had been pushing for. I'm happy with that.
Gave me a chance to focus on the things that do make me happy: a few tennis tournaments with friends and family, comic con, and getting the chance to bake a lot more. I took a lot of risks this year, both personally and emotionally. Doesn't always work out, but thats how you grow. Its the things you don't do, you regret.
2016 will be a good year, I know it.
Peace,
Miss Embrace.
On the negative I experienced depression, stress and heartbreak. Dealing with that was one of the hardest things, feeling worthless, not wanting to go out, socialise or even eat. Multiple bouts of sadness and emotional outpours. Not even wanting to go to work. Feeling the most self conscious I have ever felt.
But it did lead to the positive: having a best friend from here that I could really count on, who even accepted any misery from me because he knew it was the only way I could heal and become stronger. I hope he knows I will never forget it. ♥
Work: had to put up with a LOT, and even made to teach a class I was not comfortable with but I pushed through, i said i'd do it, and was even given more responsibility which is what I wanted. And now, been given the class I had been pushing for. I'm happy with that.
Gave me a chance to focus on the things that do make me happy: a few tennis tournaments with friends and family, comic con, and getting the chance to bake a lot more. I took a lot of risks this year, both personally and emotionally. Doesn't always work out, but thats how you grow. Its the things you don't do, you regret.
2016 will be a good year, I know it.
Peace,
Miss Embrace.
