Debated posting this but it really is something I felt needed to be written down somewhere. Always been a fan of tickling, more so being a ler than a lee. While I have honestly only been a lee twice in my history of enjoying tickling, both sessions have been enjoyable with the wonderful women I became friends with. However, the last time I was a lee was back in 2011, and since then have only been a ler.
While I have been lucky enough between then and now to indulge in tickling as well as exploring new kinks in the process. I did wish to be a lee here and there. Only issue was my play partners weren't interested. Definitely didn't want to press the issue so I let it go. Especially when I feel that if they aren't into it, the session wouldn't go well. Which then led me to the conclusion that if I would like to experience being a lee again, I would have to find someone with the same passion for tickling as well as the enthusiasm to want to tickle me. Well, that was bound to take some serious time.
Here is where I begin to notice a change. Between 2015 and 2017, I have only been briefly tickled by lady friends here and there. Only for them to get no reaction from me. When I had my sessions back then, I laughed and squirmed, since then, whenever my friends tickled me, nothing, which surprised me.
Which leads me to 2018, attended NEST and was introduced to an new friend. after lengthy emails and texts, we scheduled a session. Near the meetup, she asked if she could tickle me as well. How could I say no? A request like that doesn't come along everyday. So I said yes. The session came, I was bound(first time tickling oriented), and she went at it. The disappointment came when I knew she had the right technique and pressure. I felt everything, yet had no reaction. To sum it up, I realized I am no longer ticklish like I was when I first began this journey. Due to the session, I know I still have two spots that are ticklish. One spot went from an 8 to a 1, the other spot just gets me to squirm.
So I guess I went from a 80% ler/20% lee to full on ler now.
While I have been lucky enough between then and now to indulge in tickling as well as exploring new kinks in the process. I did wish to be a lee here and there. Only issue was my play partners weren't interested. Definitely didn't want to press the issue so I let it go. Especially when I feel that if they aren't into it, the session wouldn't go well. Which then led me to the conclusion that if I would like to experience being a lee again, I would have to find someone with the same passion for tickling as well as the enthusiasm to want to tickle me. Well, that was bound to take some serious time.
Here is where I begin to notice a change. Between 2015 and 2017, I have only been briefly tickled by lady friends here and there. Only for them to get no reaction from me. When I had my sessions back then, I laughed and squirmed, since then, whenever my friends tickled me, nothing, which surprised me.
Which leads me to 2018, attended NEST and was introduced to an new friend. after lengthy emails and texts, we scheduled a session. Near the meetup, she asked if she could tickle me as well. How could I say no? A request like that doesn't come along everyday. So I said yes. The session came, I was bound(first time tickling oriented), and she went at it. The disappointment came when I knew she had the right technique and pressure. I felt everything, yet had no reaction. To sum it up, I realized I am no longer ticklish like I was when I first began this journey. Due to the session, I know I still have two spots that are ticklish. One spot went from an 8 to a 1, the other spot just gets me to squirm.
So I guess I went from a 80% ler/20% lee to full on ler now.
