Wish I knew what to do! I am so confused now!

So as y'all know I just had my first fetish photo shoot. I have four new edited pictures that are a lot nicer than what I have on my Model Mayhem page. I want to post them, but I am being really hesitant about it. Maybe I am being paranoid, but I feel that girl who is a bitch is just sitting around dying for me to post new pictures. I really hate that she has a modeling page too and found mine out! I also hate how blocking on Model Mayhem works. All blocking does is stop her from trying to get in touch/ contact me. It stops her from making comments on my pictures, but she can still see my pictures and my profile. I sadly have already started getting strange looks at school, so I know she was spreading my page around. I mean I can have an attitude of fuck everybody, but I don't want to. I really hate feeling like I am the talk of the school. I get really lonely sometimes. Especially now that I am no longer friends with my best gay friend of seven years. I have decided to just be a loner because it was already hard for me to make friends and having my Model Mayhem page being spread around won't make it easier. I cannot wait until I get out of college. Any advice about posting my pictures? I mean I feel either way the bitch will win. Me not posting any new pictures will prove that I am a coward and scared of her, but me posting them would also give her something to talk about.