Agonize would be the tip of my iceburg.
Even after making the decision I still haven't acted on it because of all the "what if" questions floating around in my head. So I endure the damage and hope for the best, but I know deep down inside that eventually I will have to do it and believe that the surgery will prevail.
I even debated with myself to even bring the issue to this thread because I knew someone would be out there to judge me on it. People can't help themselves sometimes but I know where my heart is on the matter and won't be belittled for my decisions. At the end of the day it was better to take him and offer him life as opposed to a shelter where I can almost guarantee he'd be euthanized or returned after adoption because of behavioral issues. I think I did the right thing and although we're not exactly bonded buddies I feel he deserves life over death.
When I eventually get the procedure done I'll let you know (in private) how things went for him. I've owned enough declawed cats to know that they can live happy lives without front claws. Buttons previous owner declawed him on all four paws then still gave him away. I never did understand why someone would do that to him, but my daughter picked him to live with us for that exact reason because she was horribly afraid of cats back then. I ended up with him 16 years and they were pretty darned good ones.
Even after making the decision I still haven't acted on it because of all the "what if" questions floating around in my head. So I endure the damage and hope for the best, but I know deep down inside that eventually I will have to do it and believe that the surgery will prevail.
I even debated with myself to even bring the issue to this thread because I knew someone would be out there to judge me on it. People can't help themselves sometimes but I know where my heart is on the matter and won't be belittled for my decisions. At the end of the day it was better to take him and offer him life as opposed to a shelter where I can almost guarantee he'd be euthanized or returned after adoption because of behavioral issues. I think I did the right thing and although we're not exactly bonded buddies I feel he deserves life over death.
When I eventually get the procedure done I'll let you know (in private) how things went for him. I've owned enough declawed cats to know that they can live happy lives without front claws. Buttons previous owner declawed him on all four paws then still gave him away. I never did understand why someone would do that to him, but my daughter picked him to live with us for that exact reason because she was horribly afraid of cats back then. I ended up with him 16 years and they were pretty darned good ones.

and is a cheweenie and he's about 15 lbs. We used to have 5 cats, but when b/f's daughter moved out she took her cat named Misty with her, and we also had a shep/lab mix, Shayna,
that was the BEST DOG ever, but lost her to cancer and I can't believe that on this coming Monday the 14th it will be 3 years since we had to put her to sleep.
: I would love to adopt another dog, but right now having no job means having no money to take on another animal right now, but the time will come.
at least 50 percent of the time and sometimes spray on things to show dominance, so that is not fun. Rocky Doodle the dog was I guess a rescue, he used to live across the street from us, but was constantly running around the neighborhood and his owners didn't seem to care, so my b/f's younger daughter and her friend would play with him and one day they brought him home for me to see and that was it. I brought him inside to see Shayna and he never left. I credit Rocky with bringing my Shayna back to life. She was 8 and bored and Rocky gave her someone to play with and hang with.




