You know...I used to believe. When I was a kid, there was a God...there was also a Santa Claus, a tooth fairy, and an Easter Bunny (well, maybe not that one). Then as I started to mature into the cynical, doom-laden person you see before you, I started asking questions. I still believed mind you, but just to believe in God because the bible tells me so was not enough anymore, I wanted to know the why of things. You see, things such as God creating a pillar of flame to allow the Hebrews to escape from the Egyptions didn't sit well with me, if God is all powerful, couldn't he do something better than that...like, oh I don't know, ANYTHING. You want another example, somewhere in the old testiment it says that shrimp are an abomination...SHRIMP! (I assure you, it's there) It was stuff like that...LOTS of stuff like that which gave me pause and caused me to reflect and reconsider my faith. I am not the type of person to follow blindly or take anything at face value, I am a questioner...a doubter...I NEED to know the why of things. So I started asking questions...and started getting LOTS and LOTS of "the lord works in mysterious ways" types of answers....that doesn't fly with me. Finally, while I don't claim to have had a hard life, I have had to deal with my share of sh*t from time to time. During these times, I have tried to turn to my faith or the bible for solace. Time after time, however, I found no solace or comfort in either. You know what I did find comfort in though? "The Tao of Jeet Kune Do" by Bruce Lee. I read this book and IMEDIATELY felt better. Bruce was not a religious man, but he did believe in the power of the human being and especially the individual. I offer you a quote:
"The function and duty of a human being, a "quality" human being, that is, is the sincere and honest development of potential and self-actualization. One additional comment: the energy from within and the physical strength from your body can guide you toward accomplishing your purpose in life - and to actually act on actualizing your duty to yourself." - Bruce Lee
Truthfully, I have no problem with the basic message of Christianity. I do believe that it is a good and necessary one...which is why it has hung around for 1000's of years. The only problem with that is that some people focus more on the person than the message. As Bruce says: "It is like a finger pointing to the moon. Don't concentrate on the finger or you will miss all that heavenly glory."
Besides Bruce's teachings, my religion consists of this: Heaven and Hell is right here. This is Heaven, and this is Hell and God and the devil reside inside all of us. It's the choices that we make in our lives make it either one or the other. In essence, we create our own fate. You know, I don't need to go to a building to pray, I can pray inside of myself if I so desire, to whom ever I want..and get the same results. I don't need to be told I'm going to hell if I don't learn the books of the bible or if I don't believe like you do. I mean, who the hell are you to say that to me?!
In closing, PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED BY ANYTHING I JUST SAID. It is not my intention to offend, anger, insult, or ridicule anyone. This is simply what i believe, nothing more.