As I recall, you were quite beautiful and sexy, with a lovely smile. But for some reason there seemed to be bad blood. And that sent me back to my childhood. Bad memories. Bad times.
Birthday came and went, and no one remembered or gave a crap... I am left wondering if I am so valueless to everyone around me, and maybe should just disappear forever. I ponder it.
It's not going to be easy to find a good picture of that video, but it was a while ago. Being an owner of the video, I can say that in the close-ups, it does look a whole lot like her. Not easy to tell in this image, though...
My last girlfriend didn't even laugh when I tickled her. She would just say, "Stop it!" over and over, while gritting her teeth. After that, I would be thankful for any kind of laughing, to be honest.
If you don't want the video, then you don't have to buy it. Personally I have OCD, and so I must buy every video ever made by anyone. But that's just me.